hello 2024, feeling lost and left behind


 Idk how many times I should reborn this blog, but I think there is nothing wrong with that either. So here I am sitting in front of my PC writing some blabbering in my brain so I could dump it somewhere here.  And Idk why I'm writing in English, maybe less cringe for me to begin with, you can skip it if you want to. Still Idk if I'm gonna do this in Bahasa or English later. 

Anyway, hello everyone I hope you all doing fine. It's been so loooong, I miss you so much!!

There are so many thing happened so far, kinda afraid to be back online but if give up on writing this shit, what's left?? I discover a lot of new songs and I watch a lot of movies, TV shows and animes, so there would be a lot to say, right? 

After quitting my job last 2020 and bunch of freelance before, and nothing of them satisfied me afterwards. I lost interest in working, tho still go on some job interview, there is nothing match I want I really wanna do now.

I'm 25 right now, in my quarter life crisis lol. Watching my friends seems like have their life settled down at this age, kinda bothering me, sometimes I feel like the time is ticking and rushing the way I decide anything. I know this is not what I signed up for, but what I have to do when this is the part of consequences along with my choice.

So maybe, I would slow down a little. Embrace every little things happen to me and be the Slow Living Fairy, LOL.

See you in my upcoming post, I promise it would be fun.

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  1. Setiap orang ada waktunya masing-masing. You’re still young, nikmati setiap detiknya dan jangan terburu-buru karena orang lain <3

    Ditunggu tulisan-tulisan di tahun ini ya :)

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    1. terimakasih kak, semoga yah hehehehe. ditunggu yaaa :)

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